Well, believe me when I say I wasn't talking about winning.

Just try having your team line up against your bitterest rival and not even belonging on the field or even in the stadium several years in a row with only the shittiest of recruiting classes coming in. That will give you the major depressive episode you seem to think you're experiencing right now. If you've just lost some level of interest because, well, life over time brings perspective, then you need to find some true human interests involving children or other good causes. I wish you well in your search.